I don't know who you are, I don't even know your name. Where you come from or any of your past experiences is a mystery to me.
You are somewhere far from my reach right now. Or maybe right under my nose.
Your heart beats for love and so does mine. Someone else feels the loneliness you do.
Our minds attract closer and closer each day, yet we don't know this.
i wonder what it feels like to love again. I wonder what it feels like to be fully alive again.
i want to feel the good vibes that love once brought to me. Love is earths harmony after all. It unites souls and thoughts to one life experience. Full of vivid memories and illusions, maybe delusions.
It seems like when someone is falling in love everything around seems to go right... its time and bad communication that leads to the end of love.
You say you're down on your luck Hey baby It's a long, long way up Hold back now, hold back your fears You say you're really down and out And you feel like there's no way out now Let go now let go of your tears some more.
How many times have you asked yourself? Is this the hand of fate now that I've been dealt? You're so disillusioned this can't be real And you can't stand now the way you feel
I don't care about what they say I won't live or die that way
Chorus: And when you're down on your luck Hey baby It's a long, long way up Hold back now, hold back your fears And when you're really down and out And you feel like there's no way out now Let go now, let go of your tears some more
I'm in an eternal vivid trance, I'm trapped surrounded with ideas. The battle between thoughts diminishing by chance. My mind quenches for balance,
I wish to find inner peace, My eyes slowly relax, eyelash by eyelash, nerve to nerve, every muscle, every atom, every vibrational frequency eases. My circulatory system energizes my blood with divinity... I become one with my surroundings, I remain quiet. I come as a student, My thoughts of the past drift in abyss. I can feel the cosmos, my mother star... I can feel the vibrations in my pineal gland guiding my journey.
I lose focus of reality with the constant inhalation and exhalation of the breath.
My mind and body become one with my inner light, drifting in other dimensions.
I am one, I am eternal, I am pure loving consciousness.
Saturday, December 18 2010 : edited 12/21/2010 (Advice Love/Friendships)
It takes disaster for humans to learn a lesson. Without knowing what is bad and/or corrupted... You'll never appreciate the shit worth appreciating in life. People don't appreciate true love, family, real friendships, health and knowledge. How is this done? Well, humans try to cover up their sadness and emptiness with fake love and friendships. They surround themselves with people who in reality, care less about them. They do this to deny isolation from entering their life. They hate the thought of losing friends so they cling on to those that have filled their thoughts with stupidity. It takes more strength to be alone than to be with fake friends, relationships etc. It takes inner strength to admit you have fake friends and move on. People come and go. Make sure that you make the best with the real people in your life. Those are the people worth keeping around. Since people are so caught up in finding love and friendships they lose focus on their health and knowledge. Essentially if you can not be happy by yourself how can you make someone else happy? How can you sit there looking to find real love, friendships when you cant even understand who you are or what you seek in life? I believe that inner strength is something we should seek. We should take the time to really think about what we want... and then act upon that. I am happy with myself and who I am. I have made mistakes in the past. I will admit that, but I love who I am. I might not be the prettiest chick in town, but hey I know I have more to offer the world and others than most fake bitches do. That to me deserves a:)
Thursday, December 16, 2010: (Rant about a corrupted world) Bare with me please...
Innocent children in Africa become amputees by machete. At the same time these children starve, Malnutrition kills them slowly. This is a result of ethnic wars and violence for territory. War everywhere.
Journalists are murdered by American soldiers accidentally in Iraq. The fear of terrorism is making us act inhumanely towards ourselves. Our freedoms diminish as politicians increase. The poor get poorer, the rich get wealthier. The ignorant conform because they become the limited, the humble and the poor.
women are trafficked all over the world as sex slaves. Sold like a property... A human life tagged with a price. Human life is more than a price tag, or at least it should be. When did we lose focus?
I apologize for bringing this up. It's just something I see. I feel like people should be aware. Some people have it easy. They could care less for the shit I have to say. I've had to work at it. Most do.
Bonjour, Ce sont mes pensées ... Enjoy:) Je suis en aprentissage du français, alors pardonnez mon erreur.
Transplants - DJ, DJ (Some Lyrics)
I heard you're losing your mind, shit, I been lost mine But I still stay focused through good and bad times Compare your worst fuckin' day to my best fuckin' night I bet my last red cent that you couldn't stand the sight From loss of loved ones to life of drug funds They counted me out, from what? I'm not done Give me a chance to shine and I'ma blind the world Take a stand and be the voice of those who cannot be heard
We're gonna make it on our own, we don't need anyone Lord knows we don't need you.
_________________________________________________________________________________________ Joan Jett - Change the World ↓ (2006 video from the album "Sinner")
Understand this: I smoke because it makes me feel free. Like every second I am living high... i am living to the fullest. I dont see swirls or kaleidoscopic colors... I see clear, vivid, bright beautiful life. I see the intensity of each color pigment. Being high makes me feel like I am living by choice, for reason. I feel sexy and independent. Smoke with me... feel free. Live life how you want to. Lose that fear. Fear only binds you to conformity.